saya adalah saya

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i am not a simple girl like everybody was saying about themselves. I want to be an extraordinary person. I have a huge dream on how my life would be in the future... currently, i am doing my degree in IIUM in biomedical science.. I live in Tmn Desa and hope to meet lots of people in the future....

Sunday, December 26, 2010

How Do I See Myself In Three Years Time?

            In three years times I will finished my studies. I at that time might have got temporary jobs. I’m not that kind of person who loves to sit back at home during long holidays. At that time I might not graduate yet and for sure I can’t get job that suit my qualification. So, instead of just doing nothing at home I rather work to get some pocket money. That would not be my first time job because I have experience before. After finishing my SPM in 2005 I had a job in Midvalley Megamall. I worked as a cashier in Carrefour Hypermarket. By doing this job I have experienced a lot of things and I get to know many people. That was a nice job and the salary wasn’t that bad. I got RM 714 basic and that was not included the allowance and overtime. There is one time where I got almost RM1000. The pay worth to what I’ve done. Not only that, I also had a job as a cashier also nearby my house at Guardian Pharmacy in 2008. The job I took was about 3 months while waiting to enter IIUM Kuantan Campus after finishing my matriculation. So, this time I didn’t any problem for to get a job. The job is not only for money but also to gain some working experience. Then I also can get to know new friends.
            In three years time, I would become someone new. I am not a young teenager anymore and will become a young adult. At that I have to become more independence. All those that I learned during my university life will come to the climax. I have to apply all what being teach and to start thinking of getting a more responsible adult. I have to depend not to others but to myself. Everything that I do at that time will affect the rest of my life. If I do something bad, it can bring bad consequences to me again. Then I have to bear to what I’ve done. So at that time I must be more responsible and always doing deep thinking before taking any decisions as it will influenced my life. I also in that time will become more innovative and creative in any way. That can help me a lot. By being innovative and creative I can blend myself well in the society and do well to myself.
            Being a second child in a family cost me a lot to lighten the burden of my parents in raising the other children. I told myself that I will help them and that is the very important thing to do. I must help them as they have done a lot since I was a baby. So why should I forget that when I’m being an adult. That is one of way to educate myself to become a daughter and later if I get marry I also suppose to be responsible. So that would be my first and biggest experience. I have 6 other siblings and most of them still study. I have promised myself before during my school time that I don’t want my sisters to suffer as I am during study. To think of money every day can affect studies. I want them to get all they need to become a successful student. It is not an easy job to study and at the same time worrying of my parents work day and night just to raise me and my other siblings. I’ve done that period and I find it really make me headache to have no money to eat and at the same to think if my father give me money, are they at home have enough food. So I don’t want that scene to ever happen again after I get a job. I want to be a very responsible daughter in my family. So, in three years time I get a job and fulfilled my promised.
            I am a really optimistic person. I think of getting cash flow every single day. Besides of working, I would really love to do some business. I want to become a successful person in my life. I want people to know me as a role model in business management. I want to have my own company. I was thinking of opening a bookstore like MPH. I want my store to be all around Malaysia and even to be worldwide. I love reading and that inspire me to doing this bookstore. I am very keen towards this idea of having bookstore. For my first branch, I will make it a family business where all my family members are the workers in this very first store. Later if my store becomes successful then I will hire people outside of my family. The reason of having workers within my family members is that I want to give opportunity to get better pay and to teach them about the business. Later they can help me to manage my other branches of bookstores.
            Getting a job enables me to start collecting properties. I want to buy a bungalow in future with 5 storeys with 2 of them underground. That was my dream during my primary school. So I want to make it reality. Then I want all my family to live with me. Other than that, I want to buy a Honda C-RV. That was my dream car. During my form 2, I read a novel entitle “Kau Untukku” by Aisya Sofea. In that novel, there is a guy named Ahmad Fuad and use that car. Ever since I read that book, C-RV becomes my dream car. But in order to make all my dreams come true, I must become a diligent person. I also want to give my parents money for them to go to Makkah for pilgrimage. Since during my school days they were busy raising me and my other siblings until didn’t ever think about themselves. That will be my present to them. InsyaAllah.
            That is all what I see myself in three years time. There will be a lot more to go. Besides those, I want to become a good Muslim also. I want to succeed both in this world and the hereafter.

panorama from my house

wat u give u'll get it back...

dis event happens all the time... my roommates slalu wat bising among them. So y shouldn't i do the same? If u can do it, I can too... Hukum karma kan... The different between us is that she did back biting... Kecoh satu campus aku bising.. And as for me, i just kept it to myself. But sometime I did told my best frens but not all the time. Only if I really can't bear the situation. Japanese proverb says that those who talk a lot, lie a lot... One more thing is that the person that hate me always full of herself. She cannot accept if someone better than her.. My english teacher said that to be a good communicator we must
1) be a good listener
2) be non-judgemental
3) be amphetic

So.... I'm trying to be like that....
Am I the one who is doing wrong here? Hurm.... perhaps I did. Watever.. I dont care about u. U're not the who pay for my expenses rite.. So I dont have to really take care of ur feeling... Gi MAM r....

Friday, December 24, 2010

taman desa versus korea during winter

starting to change

hurm... my english lecturer once said, to write better u must read a lot. She only can influence me to read but me myself hold the key to open my chest to read!!... Hopefully in a year time i'm be able to read and speak english well and much better...

Thursday, December 23, 2010

lawak budak sek rendah...

ada satu hari ni... adik aku yg darjah 3 tanye aku..
die ada 50 sen.. die nak beli aiskrim yg 60 sen. how?
aku pun beriye la pikir... but at last tau apa jwpn die?
die kata, " aku bayar la 50 sen pastu wat muke 10 sen... kan 50 + 10 jadi 60? cukup r tu"..
bengong giler.. x pasal2 aku terkene!!!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

i love this song....

Sleeq - Cun Saja
Chorus:-

Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja



Tak perlu tinggalkan pesanan

Tak perlu buat panggilan

Ku tak perlu lagi kalau kau cuba mintak maaf

Lupakan sahaja

Diriku cun saja



Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Menulis lagu cinta

Menggunakan kisah ini tuk ceritakan



-Chorus-



Alyph:

Cun hidupku kini cun saja

Sejak kita memang cun semuanya

Sejak pisah itulah permulaannya untukku berhati-hati dgn buaya

Ngap ngap pendirianku tegap

Jumlah kali kita bertengkar memang genap

Untuk aku ke tahap ini silap kita memang patut sama-sama kene sepak pak pak

Tapi bukan niat aku tuk salahkan dirimu

Aku sedar ku juga ada kekuranganku

Tapi kalau bersifat mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kebaikkan bukan kurang ajar itu



Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Mengarang lagu cinta

Dengan mengembalikan kisah kitakan tapi jangan perasaan

Ohh..



Walaupun ini bab yang baru ada masa arah ku tak tentu

Tetap rindu kehadiranmu, tidak patut

Kerna ku takut



-CHORUS-



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Tandanya kamu masih sayangkan ku

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Aku okay



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