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i am not a simple girl like everybody was saying about themselves. I want to be an extraordinary person. I have a huge dream on how my life would be in the future... currently, i am doing my degree in IIUM in biomedical science.. I live in Tmn Desa and hope to meet lots of people in the future....

Friday, January 21, 2011

i am strong........

hehe... i should be strong. but somehow i can't bear the strong side of me when you did what you did to me... i am crying. can't believe that after so many time didn't cry in my life.. huh.. seems that you have the power to make me cry. you know the soft spot of me. you did great i pretty sure. i need some time to heal perhaps...

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

things to ponder at....

a Japanese saying says that, those who talk more lie more... is that true? i do believe that is true.. why because i can lot of people around me who talk a lot are lier... only half of what they say are true. the rest are something that they created to make the story even dramatic.

Bill Cosby once said that, "I dont know how to make people laugh. But to make people cry is easy". Hurm... what that suppose to mean? You think for yourself!!!

kenapa?

kenapa perlu keliru?
kenapa perlu ragu-ragu?
kenapa perlu cemburu?
dan kenapa perlu begitu?

kamu kata kamu x suke kat die...
but then kamu marah bile org lain dekat ngan die...
is that fair?
tau lar kamu tu hot kan.. but that not the point..
kalau you think u re that hot..
then why dont u try to find another guy that is better than him?

y bother if u r not intrested in him?
y u must to be confused?
are u the one that not happy if people around u happy?
if that so... then u're not a person.. u're full of urself..
be grateful of wat u have..
we're not going to snatch that person from u..
we're just want to be fren with him..
thats all...

pls be more considerate...
i dont ask for ur money..
i dont want ur bf...
i just want u to understand..
is that really difficut to give?

do think about other people feelings to..
ur silence answer everything..
u make us frustrated dear...
we love u..

we are not the one that stab u from the back...
if we are u dont have to wait till today to see our true color..
we wont hide it..
do believe in us..
dont let our frenship lost just becoz a guy..

guy you can find any time, any where
but true frens are hard to find..
do think peacefully..

if u still dont understand this
i hope dont ever think of getting near to me again..
i dont be a fren of those that not believe in me..
i dont mind to lose a fren that have that attitude.

SYAFIZA

everything dat I do was wrong...

i am the only one that do wrong in this entire world. For them I am the bad guy... Everything is my fault. They never commit wrong doing. They always really good at take care other people's feeling... That what they thought lar... huh.. Hate that kind of people that have that attitude. No body is perfect. So just forgive and forget. Don't drag everything into a single problem that i mistakenly done. I'm sorry for that. After what you have backbiting me you said that I'm the that take it seriously... What the .....? Shit... Bloody hell... You are the one suppose to ask for forgiveness. Not me... But as for me.. I forgive you. I am not that stupid to put our friendship at stake. It is not that we are only here for a week or two. We have another year to spend together. That would be rather difficult to live that whole year in disgust and hatred. So... Remind yourself to not over act and be cool.. I mean no harsh here. Just peace and harmony..